Late regret

A song I wrote just to give you a taste of the turbulance in my mind. It's dark and a direct contrast to the name and current theme of my blog,but what the heck! Enjoy!!
(P.S Requires patient reading)

Late regret
[rap]
Hell yeah, I was first betrayed,
by somebody whom I considered my last solace,
and when I went to him and asked for assistance,
he said no right in my tear stained face.
Then I knew him for the double crosser he was,
and so, I crushed his most beloved possession.
Blinded by pure hate and black blood lust,
I extracted my revenge in mad aggression.

After what I'd done, I’m sure he wouldn't let me be
and sure enough he's sent a hit man after me.

[chorus]
I think that I've wronged him,
I hope that I've not.
I need to get to the truth,
before I get shot.

I think that I've wronged,
I hope that I've not.
I need to get to the truth,
before I get shot.

[rap]
No, I'm not going to hide,
I'm just getting a breather outside.
I'll stand tall, show him for the man that I am,
gatecrash his haunt and bust his little scam.
I don't know how long I've got to live,
life is something nobody can give,
but it's something anyone can damn take,
but before I die, I want to realize my mistake.
Now I've gotta think, I've got no time to waste,
I have to make it, and be there post haste.
Did I really do all the things that I say?,
assuring myself I was doing things "my way"?

But no matter what he's done, till my very damned end
I swear by the gods, he'll still be…… my friend.

[chorus]
I think that I've wronged him,
I hope that I've not.
I need to get to the truth,
before I get shot.

I think that I've wronged,
I hope that I've not.
I need one straight answer,
before I get shot.